Social anxiety

As soon as I leave the doorway out of any structure I begin feeling anxious. Pressure on my chest hard to breathe. And it’s not even that bad I’m not in danger of physical violence but more the emotional kind. Hurt feelings circumstances scenarios in which I do not want to belong too.

working on my social anxiety, listened to as a man thinketh and it enlightened me.

 

— social situations are getting better, gonna get better, soon , o yeah

 

i live on the streets homeless, and a drunken lush.

Advertisements

Duck the police

Fuck the police.

Harassing me two times two days. Fuck ’em. They should find something better occurring , than harassing me. All Cops are Bitches bastards horrible violent evil people oppressive, repressive, and becoming an enemy to the people of the US. “The only thing for tyranny to Reign is for good men to do nothing”. The victims of oppressive government and police brutality are the good men, but instead standing by idly, are spurring action, demonstration.

Free assembly , press, and the freedom to purse ones religion as chosen by them and express oneself are being threatened by the large Autocractic government of Trump Hotels Inc.,

We are losing our truly American, and most importantly, HUMAN values.

The current climatic state of affairs around the world and within the United States is not by chance or coincidence ; a true showing of chaos and disorder within the Systematic, technologically controlled, systemically wealthy (which is good), but corrupted by governments elite, wealthy Sovereigns

Technological progress does mean bad , not good and scientific progress doeslessen the freedoms once enjoyed by all people prior to their creationViolence, power, brainwashing, assassination, system socializing a person from birth to grave, does cause the reign of elite in our country , world, maintaining an order, large-complex, degrading system, in which people are nonviolently socialized by school, told what horrible crimes guns commit, and how the need for a “golden rule” to “treat another person properly” is needed over people exercising their free rights or their needs to commit violent act against something the founding father’s fought from the plane of this country, Tyranny. When violent act is needed to be invoked, by the Constitutionally and righteously protected right to “bear arms” against any enemy of the constitution, when people realize that, then people may have a chance against an eventual break-down in a VERYLARGECOMPLEX Atrocious system, losing its once beloved civil liberties and FREEDOMS.I understand you Ted Kaczynski, we do live in an oppressive society that does more harm than good for the citizens, being swayed by Leftist “SJW” “Activists” that are the enemy of Revolution, believing anything can be fixed when it is the attempt to fix a part of our country, that cannot be saved without revolution. Digital media revolution, now is apart of the Industrial Revolution, bringing us socialist media, killing the children, controlling the massesIt is not what is “right” is “right”, but that which is strong, violent, mass murdering, and dominating that is “right”.Industrial society and it’s Future for further reading … Technological Slavery also by same Author (Theodore Kaczynski) is a good read, I just didn’t FIND it as powerful in emotion and riveting as ISaiF but here is an awesome copy of Tech Slvry“It truly is impossible to think, feel, act in a completely moral way in our society; the obligation to do so imposes severe Psycological burden upon us and worse, this FC looks at as some of the cruelest things this oppressive way of life has on us”FC, ISaiF”

“I believe,—“That government is best which governs not at all;” and when men are prepared for it, that will be the kind of government which they will have…..

Unjust laws exist; shall we be content to obey them, or shall we endeavor to amend them, and obey them until we have succeeded, or shall we transgress them at once? Men generally, under such a government as this, think that they ought to wait until they have persuaded the majority to alter them. They think that, if they should resist, the remedy would be worse than the evil. But it is the fault of the government itself that the remedy is worse than the evil. It makes it worse. Why is it not more apt to anticipate and provide for reform? Why does it not cherish its wise minority? Why does it cry and resist before it is hurt? Why does it not encourage its citizens to be on the alert to point out its faults, and do better than it would have them

HDT

“If the injustice is part of the necessary friction of the machine of government, let it go, let it go: perchance it will wear smooth–certainly the machine will wear out… but if it is of such a nature that it requires you to be the agent of injustice to another, then I say, break the law. Let your life be a counter-friction to stop the machine. What I have to do is to see, at any rate, that I do not lend myself to the wrong which I condemn.”

Henry David Thoreau, Civil Disobedience and Other Essays

Henry David Thoreau said all three of the above quotes, actually, and he was a practical minded man

Having a degree in business I have studied the science of economics. This always begs one of the first questions in the disciple, “What is Money?” , “¿ Que es el dinero?”. Well due to scarcity, that fact that things are not plentiful, a common currency is decided upon to quantify the value, worth, or price of a good/service/stock/bond …..

Using money does make us free, especially in America, Hail to Capitalism hail to thee!!

Established economic models are great because they rely upon the assumptions that there is (which there really is) an almost insatiable consumer demand, along with unlimited infinite resources; that will never go down, never die (people will want more and more and more is produced/consumed as the global population will continue to rise due to increases in medical technology, sciences, lower infant mortality and a higher life expectancy.

The system, the times that the oversocialized (socialized come from a term, like to “potty train” in Psychology is a great example) to do act out of the ordinary is rare, but for the most part Theodore Kaczynski was right that all human live like mere social cogs, acting like a dog on a leash …… eating food that’s prepackaged, from a store, existing in the first world on nuclear reactors, losing survival skills, and really in my opinion every invention or technology meant to make our lives easier, never truly have! And as much good a technology does it does equal or greater harm. The system doesn’t care that you are violent, they only want to maintain order in a structured line. The system would rather we hurt each other, bicker, fight, instead of Unify and overcome to a REAL SUSTAINABLE SOCIETY.

So ha yeah these cops, some other people wanna ,fuck up my life, and I’m just being me, LIVIN,

It makes me wanna break, and I wonder “what kind of people are really wanting to cause suffering in someone’s life?”

Those disenfranchised by the System, the ones it harms the most….. I understand, I FEEL U

I’m no TheodoreKaczynski, no I’m Joseph Bukoski. I don’t mean harm, the police continually harass me.

Freedom is being lost in this country

Technology + 9/11 = 0.00 freedom

We now have Patriot Act , that is an unconstitutional piece of legislation

The Governments’ ability to control mass population now is most likely the best it has ever been, especially with all the surveillance cams that have came out, complete invisibility “camo” etc… briefing regular citizens, dossiers, and the people have no idea they are tracked liked, mice, controlled like sheep, herded ….

NEVER FORGET THAT THE HUMAN RACE WITH TECHNOLOGY IS LIKE AN ALCOHOLIC AND A Barrel of Wine

“You can’t eat your cake, and have it too …”

Polish Proverbs

Free Theodore Kaczynski, he is innocent, and cares about you and me

Written by: Josef Bukoski

Semi-Sources

NYU.edu Article

Information Regarding “Ted” Theodore “UNABOM” Kaczynski

Karenfranklin.com (working to free a genius mind, and Polish exile political prisoner held by the U. S. Government

A lawyer proving the founder of Freedom Club to be Not Guilty with evidence

Even though it was the government that brainwashed him in MK-ultra

The smoking gun . Com showing evidence that Theodore AKA “UNABOM” is actually innocent and “crazy”

Watch “Dragon Ball Z Kai – Final Chapters Part 2 – Available Now” on YouTube

Below is the video link to DBZKAI buu saga – fat Majin Buu kills babidi. 

Copy and paste link into your browser’s url… https://youtu.be/kDT1PavJcMU

I don’t think I like WordPress too much, at least not the free mobile app, can’t do as much, and I got a Pro account! Using the wp app on a cheap ZTE straight talk phone, too tho with low memory and CPU capability.
Still, amazing how like when I was 10 years old and tried to watch Dragon ball, in the year 2000, it was impossible on a 56k modem …

J B

Interactive Creativity

Working together, cyber link, towards the common goal of upgrading 

modern

 technology

korean lunch

  • Art influences, creates, and causes Advances in the computing model, large scale technological progress. Academia and science both greatly rely on Art.
  • Art and advances in technology, especially​ mode viewing: touch screen, graphic pen, virtual reality, visual elements, video players, picture images, photo editors,icons on Apps, CAD , 
  • I art! I mean I Love art, “I Art” means “i do art”. I find art useless. No meaning. Color shading lines. Expressions of the ephermal world. The importantance of art in the community is the advances in technology it necessitates for the human race (to me, I mean in my opinion this is the highest reason for Art) 

    This topic could delve into much , much deeper

     

    Are the technologies derived from art good or bad, affecting society as a whole positively or negatively​

    1. Idea #1: The human desire to express one self and our perceptions of the outside world date back over 40,000 years, in Eurasian cave paintings, 20,000 years in the  Lascaux cave, Dordogne, Southwest France. I love art, although I may view academia, scientific progress as being threatening to the human race, harmful to the planet, human life, other life forms, the naturality of the landscape, polluting, poisonous, the list can go on (with sources added later, upon request). This has cause for alarm, discretion, restraint to be used in the releasing of newly derived technologies, for artful purpose or otherwise.
    2. Idea #2. The attack on the common person’s freedom comes from advances in Science, technology. Policies enacted to be in accordance with the new technologies, ideas that come out, degrade human diginity, in America and all over the world. Intrusion into privacy, the camera recorder, loss of privacy, the Ill effects of globalisation in a technologically advanced world (fertilizer runoff pollution, carbon footprints of people, spread of disease, loss of culture, extinction, extraction of nonrenewable resources, genocide and war, and worsening famine). To maintain order in a technologically industrial nation, loyalty is demanded from all participants, this can cause social adhesion, but more commonly social problems, like the breaking down of a small community families loyalty to one another. Moreover, here in the tech-industry controlled first world, loyalty for your job, your allegiance to the industrial system MUST come before your loyalty to your family, friends, neighbors. This forced loyalty is not because the industrial world cares about you or your personal values , rights, but because you serve purpose in and to the technologic , industrialized global infrastructure. The values our societies teach us all are ” to keep us in order,” in this way commerce is handled, so businesses can conduct business, uninterfered, efficient, effective, to the maximum potential of the business firm. Profit is made this way. The bottom line, in a society modeled this way, becomes the only moral principle. Law is made in accordance with the rule that it should benefit, not harm, business commerce. With money and gross profit as the guiding principle of our communities, states, country, globe. Values of personal freedom and moral guiding principles such as humanitarian rights have little chance to no chance of success. What has happened is further losses of diginity, and basic humanitarian rights.
    3. Idea #3: The U S government’s censorship forbidding and banning of certain art forms and medium is morally unjust. This is not a correct, right thing to do, (ban art) in America, with a Bill of Rights and Constitution, that government must obey. I don’t agree that censorship of technologies, or banning of a technology’s introduction  into the market, is in any way beneficial either. Actively propagating the loss of technology seems like the most dangerous position, how cruel it almost seems

    The three previously mentioned ideas, all illustrate how scientific technologic progress, actually violate a person’s freedom, and how advanced/ing Art progresses technologic development . . .

    I believe any all art and art forms should be legal , their medium , media , content. All art should be free, freedom from perceptions of obscenity making them illegal

    I believe both individual freedom and artistic freedom is under attack. Artistic and daily personal freedoms needs protection from their adversaries. Hands beings’ freedom, in the United States of America; and globally, is being threatened.

    My day to day life is incredibly unbearable. I sleep outside, year round, I am unhealthy, sick all the time or have a cough. My Father has a degenerative nervous system disease, Parkinson’s Disease, left has his ability to walk. He is also kept, housed in a nursing home, taken care of by trained nurses, very well. But he can’t leave. He wants to, I can tell this automation and institutionalization must make him feel like he is living life unfulfilled. My life is not that pleasurable as I would like. I know why. I do have mental illness.

    I believe all forms of technology should exist, and accessible to all people, with no regulation. To me registration, even patents almost, resist  and slow both the development and progress of science , technology , Art.

    That is the goal, as I understand, to further technologic advancment, academic reasearch, scientific development, at magnitudes of great loss to civil liberties, freedom, dignity, happiness. Or to advance technologies, our freedoms, civil rights, dignity and science in the same forward motion, without losing any morals, values, or principles

    But maybe I understand it wrong. Perhaps I am wrong. Computers, internet, explosive devices and machines made for the sole purpose of war, killing another human being and conquering their civilization, incredibly powerful nuclear bombs, those things are probably the right things to produce. Yeah, that’s it, strength, dominion, empire, success, achievement 

    I care about a community for art! I find art useless. No meaning. Color shading lines. The importantance of art in the community is the advances in technology it necessities, assisting creation for the human race. A new drawing technique is developed, this new modes, forms of technologies adapt, change, are invented, vice versa …

    I’m hoping these advances advance my career as I have many suitable, technical skills to offer this worls, and the technology industry, and hopefully the art world.

    This topic could delve into much , much deeper

    Pictured Above: Polish war technologies, 2017, acquired from the US Army. Used in the War in Iraq, killing Saddam Hussien
    Found these definitions online 

    Thought they would be appreciated
    Main Entry: censor

    Definition: forbid; ban; selectively remove

    Synonyms: abridge, black out, blacklist, bleach, bleep, blue-pencil, bowdlerize, clean up, conceal, control, cork, criticize, cut, decontaminate, delete, drop the iron curtain, edit, examine, excise, expurgate, exscind, inspect, launder, narrow, oversee, prevent publication, purge, purify, put the lid on, refuse transmission, repress, restrain, restrict, review, revile, sanitize, scissor out, squelch, sterilize, strike out, supervise communications, suppress, withhold

    Antonyms: allow, approve, endorse, permit, sanction

    Main Entry: conscience

    Definition: moral sense

    Synonyms: censor, compunction, demur, duty, inner voice, morals, principles, qualms, right and wrong, scruples, shame, small voice, squeam, still small voice, superego

    Antonyms: immorality

    Main Entry: critic

    Definition: faultfinder, detractor

    Synonyms: aristarch, attacker, backseat driver, belittler, blamer, carper, caviler, censor, censurer, complainant, complainer, defamer, disapprover, disparager, disputer, doubter, fretter, hypercritic, maligner, muckraker, mud-slinger, nagger, nit-picker, panner, quibbler,  remove

    Synonyms: abridge, black out, blacklist, bleach, bleep, blue-pencil, bowdlerize, clean up, conceal, control, cork, criticize, cut, decontaminate, delete, drop the iron curtain, edit, examine, excise, expurgate, exscind, inspect, launder, narrow, oversee, prevent publication, purge, purify, put the lid on, refuse transmission, repress, restrain, restrict, review, revile, sanitize, scissor out, squelch, sterilize, strike out, supervise communications, suppress, withhold

    Antonyms: allow, approve, endorse, permit, sanction

    Main Entry: conscience

    Definition: moral sense

    Synonyms: censor, compunction, demur, duty, inner voice, morals, principles, qualms, right and wrong, scruples, shame, small voice, squeam, still small voice, superego

    Antonyms: immorality

    Main Entry: critic

    Definition: faultfinder, detractor

    Synonyms: aristarch, attacker, backseat driver, belittler, blamer, carper, caviler, censor, censurer, complainant, complainer, defamer, disapprover, disparager, disputer, doubter, fretter, hypercritic, maligner, muckraker, mud-slinger, nagger, nit-picker, panner, quibbler, 

    Joseph